KSI needed therapy to realise he wanted to get back together with his girlfriend after they split
KSI has been in a relationship with his mystery girlfriend since 2017, but he needed to have therapy after they split so he could "work on myself" and realise how much he wanted to be with her.
KSI needed therapy to realise he wanted to get back together with his girlfriend after they split.
The 31-year-old influencer - who has never publicly revealed his lover's identity - has been in a relationship since 2017, but they previously parted ways after he "messed it up" and he sought professional help to understand his complicated feelings for her.
Speaking in the 'Now You Know' YouTube series, KSI explained: "She was so good to me and everything was like, I just ... I just messed it up, and so I was like, I need to work on myself.
"So that's when I went to see a therapist ... to really just zoom in on me and, like, to understand what I want, what makes me happy, what I desire.
"I essentially begged her to be with me."
The 'Britain's Got Talent' judge has not revealed his girlfriend's name because she "doesn't want to be known" or be "in the limelight".
However, KSI - whose real name is Olajide Olatunji - said they have a "really sick dynamic" and that he can be as open as possible with her.
Speaking about his girlfriend, he admitted: "She grounds me. She definitely tells me sometimes if I'm doing too much. If I need to relax, and I need to chill.
"But it's good. I can talk to her about anything. And, like, we've had our ups and downs, as all relationships do ...
"We have a really sick dynamic because she doesn't want to be in the limelight, she doesn't want to be known, she doesn't want to be famous or anything."
